some things nvr change.
it has been a while since the last time my blog entries were typed based on such a theme.
i guess it nvr changes. and cant really be changed. i set a resolution to changed the overall theme of my blog entries at the start of the year. but little did i expect, i've returned to where i left off b4 i started the year.
i tot it started out pretty well. i tot i was able to throw away those topics in my blog. but it still made its way back.
it's really strange how it can really change one person.
now my blog is still gna be filled with emotions of passions and my perception of the world. but there's a re-addition of a theme on top of these two - matters of the heart.
and as much as such matters are concerned, it has been almost a week. i'm still at much of a lost as to what to do. (i know u'll be reading this. but no matter what, i think you have every right to know how i feel.)
i fully respected ur decision and after much tots, it's juz like wad u said: it takes two hands to clap. i regret putting that pressure on you. i regret for not realising a lot of things much sooner. i regret hurting you. i wna make amendments for wad i've done wrong, i wna make improvements to wad i could hav done better.
i wna show my affection and stop hiding my feelings. i cherish tis r/s and will continue to cherish, treasure and protect it, regardless whether we're normal frens, close frens or really together.
i will wait for as long as i live, seriously. i'll not regret making decisions to wait for the person i love and i nvr will. and dn ever erase this in ur mind : i'll be always be here/there whn u need me and even wan me. i'm juz a call away.
i may not be superman yet. i may not hav super hearing to hear ur call for help. i may not hav super speed to speed down like a speeding bullet to reach your side in secs. i may not hav invulnerability to protect you frm everything else that might harm you. i may not be able to fly to ur rescue. but in the likes of superman, i still love a girl and will go all out to protect everyone, esp this girl, even if the consequences may be dire.
i'll wait and wait and wait. hopefully, from time to time, you'll drop by my fortress of solitude to see me. but i wun juz stand by in my fortress waiting for your arrival. i'll do more than juz that.
u are my main source of motivation now which triggers me to fight for my dreams and to persevere on in the face of obstacles.
all bcos u mean too much to me...
