reassessment.
tis post was also supposed to be two days ago. that is on tuesday. but same reason. too tired. couldnt type. lol.
tis post is gna b a controversial and debating one.
i've observed some things of waz bcoming of us, humans, these few days. and sadly, i find it pretty disappointing.
there was tis encounter two days ago. on tuesday, after kaka, jor, and me left amk hub for amk mrt station. tis rather strange indian guy came up to the platform and quite politely requested/asked for 2 bucks. he explained his reason that he had some fight or riot with his step father or grandfather or smthing like that. thn i cant remb wad else he blabbered abt and he wanted to ask if he could hav that 2 bucks.
i was hesitant. the 3 of us were all hesitant, in fact. we didn give him that 2 bucks in the end, of cos. and, there goes his vulgarities. was it the correct choice? i dno. there were so many doubtful points abt why shld i/we even give him that 2 bucks. first, considering his story, that means he may turn violent, he may steal and run off. second, scolding us vulgarities whn we did not agree to give him wad he asked for. but thn again, can we blame him for that? wad if he really needs it? but to give someone money with such a kind of behavior, i think my decision will stay as a no.
such behavior, it's like a rotten apple in a whole basket of apples. taz why there are pple who starts to kill one another over small matters. wad is the world coming to? looks like that big dream of mine will need to take a major change of plans.
thn again. another scene made me analyse again. i was training today. in the range. there were tis grp of npcc shooters. (i shall not name which sch they were from). they were hardly serious. some were but most werent. fooling ard. endangering their own safety and others ard them. not handling a weapon properly, treating it like a toy. WHAT IS THIS? their t-shirts has a motto behind saying that they'll always strive to be the best. but if that is the best, thn i think if it's the worst, everyone else would have been shot and died.
the way i see it. there's a really major need to reassess how i shld really change or influence pple.
these cadets are now young. but that doesnt mean they can play ard without being conscious of safety. and wad if whn they grow up with or w/o being guided, and carry that kind of attitude still, isnt that worrying and unsafe? (thn there'll b more men carrying rifles out of the camp, terrorists-like pple. etc. is that wad the world will bcome in the future?)
thn i think abt the generations of our future. batch by batch, year by year, i can hardly see a clear road anymore and i feel great disappointment. so many pple tis days cant take much of hardships. some leaders trying to take the soft approach in every blardie way. but whn it doesnt work, those idiots juz refuse to take the hard way. where's the resilience and endurance in our followers, in our people, in us, humans? no wonder pple are saying today's generation are too pampered, and they cant take even a little hardships as compared to the past generations.
is it that bad? does everything hav to seem so hopeless? if there are that many pple that are tis way, thn i think i can alrdy c the end of the world coming.
tis is only a small observation. there's still so many more observations that are needed. the nation, and beyond. going all over the world. looking at them. observe and analyse.
i sure hope things will be more optimistic than these.
