not a full recovery.
it's interesting how i actually do managed to recover from a setback in such a short time, for most occasions. although i wouldnt say i hav recovered totally frm ytd's happening, i know i feel better. i know i'm better today bcos i wna get things done. but, that motivation to fight is still feeble, it can break almost so easily if smthing goes wrong again. and yes, i'm still not all that happy, i can say.
i feel fortunate to hav friends i can pour my emotions and stress out to, cos at least it's better than talking to a wall esp. whn i know i'll end up banging on it...
right now. mulling over that event, i find myself kinda speechless and blank on wad i shld type. and somehow i find that i cant continue typing anymore....
