recuperation
well. as u can read from my prev. entry, i'm kinda injured here n there. and now, basically i seriously need my wounds to heal quickly. i mean it. otherwise how the hell am i gna train for this sunday's competition. arh!!! i need superman's invulnerability. grr...
the condition has, well, kinda worsen today somehow. i got up to a morning which i had diarrhoea. it's like wad the hell was wrong. i just get diarrhoea all of a sudden?! i tot it was gna be fine after that. but i think underestimated it. it continues in the afternoon. when macroecons tutorial was going on, my stomach was like some machine sucking out something....eh. dn understand hor? i also dno how to explain lar. it's juz like an overflow of hydrochloric acid in your stomach and it just like corroding inside. get it? if u dn get it, thn 4get it. u'll get it when u have that feeling.
anyway. where was i? errr. alright. i went to the washroom twice. oh god damn it man. n it was like freaking torturing. i dno y the heck it took such a long interval from the morning till the afternoon to happen again. thn in the afternoon it keeps happening. any explanations?
dno wad caused it. but my guesses are 10% - wrong food; 40% - too much toxins from my wounds (cos i didn wash my wounds); 50% - overdosage of NERDS (u know the Willy Wonka NERDS!!!). wanted to do PBA proj, but wasnt able to suppress my condition. hardly even started and we were on our way home alrdy. waz good is BMGT proj is over. well at least taz one thing of my mind. but god knows how it will turn out. MORE BUTS. i have a lot of catching up to do. i hardly even understand the whole of money-related topics, i.e. money, money creation, monetary policy, in macroecons. there's also a lecture on motivation for BMGT that i hav yet to go n listen n understand. (hopefully the link is still there...)
well. for all i know. there's a lot of unsettled work. including e-learning for POA. oh god. with my current state, of cos i wished it would end. just wait till i get bac into my top form. argh....
recuperation is wad i really need. but with all the deadlines to meet, lectures n tutorials to do. man it's gna b a tough one.
somehow, i am still thinking of you. i wonder how u r doin' now...
