Friday, October 19, 2007

the worst start

the worst start.

alright. 1st wk of sch for sem 2 started. but it aint any nice for me to begin with. it's prolly one of the worst starts i hav for sch. woke up that monday, with a throat feeling so like shit, and i knew smthing bad was coming. in fact, i could feel the heat brewing in me b4 monday. juz that i didn expect it fall SO NICELY on the 1st day of sch.

the next few days, or rather the whole blardie wk spent was like so dead for me. i can hardly get any feeling to really focus in my studies. darn it. tis sucks big time. even till today.

at least now i'm starting to feel better, almost on the brink of full recovery. abt 70%-80% maybe?(i decide to strike that out. cos everytime i say that kind of thing, i hav a very high chance of having a FULL relapse!) otherwise, i dn think i'll be here blogging. i'll still be walking ard like some living corpse.

man. i really wonder smtimes how the hell i actually was so determined to fight thru so many flu viruses for the past few yrs, always refusing to seek any treatment or take medicine. come to think of it, i feel really tired, somehow, after tis many battles. oh & btw, tis time round, i doubt it's a viral flu, rather it's a pretty bad sore throat, REALLY PRETTY BAD!

for the whole of tis wk, i've been trying pretty hard to recover, and i think there's really one person i muz thk. haha. esp. for the Hacks sweet. oh, i think it's obvious enuf with that "sweet part". hahaha. thks a lot.

1st wk took off with such a bad start. wad'll 2nd wk b for me? moreover, i haven done any tutorials thru out tis wk. omg. *head banging on the wall!!!*

*half-opened eyes* i feel very slpy. too much energy used in the effort to recover i guess.