Thursday, November 23, 2006

you know my name

you know my name

Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you
You can't deny the prize it may never fulfil you
It longs to kill you
Are you willing to die?

The coldest blood runs through my veins
You know my name


e song itself may not make any link to my entry. but i would say it's a great song. it's e main title song from casino royale.

a lot of things seems to hav happened ard me, but rite now, i seem to b placed in a state of confusion. everyone ard me seems to b quite happy w wad they r in now, but that doesnt applies to me. haiz.

it's back to square one. back to e start to get her heart...to get ur heart. i dno if u still continue to read my blog. i dno if u still feel e way u feel when u talked to me during e sept holidays. those words u said. haiz. it seems like i dno anything anymore abt u. it seems i've lost so much things abt u after breaking for so long due to my Os. it seems as if i'm lost upon u.

nvrtheless, i did wad mention wad i wan to do. try again. try n try again n again. there's a lot of things i wanna talk again. i wanna make things clear. i wan to b w u. but my whole intention nxt yr is not to distract u w all these things. i wanna help u. help u ace ur Os. help u to improve. help u in every area i can help. it's more than juz help. i'm concerned abt u, concerned abt ur Os. i dare to say i love u more than ever. no girl has ever made me wept tears for her. no one except u. more so it was not only a day w tears.

i dno waz it gonna b. wadever ur decision is, i'll still definitely respect it. but that doesnt mean i will give up e tot of u being mine. i'll continue e wait, more determined than ever. till e day comes, You Know My Name. e name of e person that will persist on n will not give u up.

i wan to confess that as much as i wan to keep tis low profile. i still did share it w a few pple, 2 teachz, one who teaches u, one who doesnt. sry abt it. i cant help it. it's kind of difficult to share my prob w/o knowing who are involve in it. really sry. i didnt mean it.

to wad e future may hold, i hope u'll let me in into ur heart, even e least bit. i know it might b difficult. but once again, my sole wish is to help u all e way thru ur Os nxt yr. whether more pple will know abt tis, i dno. but i definitely wish that there'll b no more.

well juz hope u remb.
to e ends of e universe,
u r e one n only girl who is able to make me tear.
determination runs in me.
e wait will continue, no matter wad.
e love will stay true only to u.
cos i'm sure u know who i am,
wad i am, how i am like.
n i will always b e one i am

as long as
You Know My Name.