the end yet a new beginning
well well well...e Os hav definitely come to end for me. n guess wad. it's e end! wooh yeah man. hmmm...it's been a long journey n tough one. but that's obvious. it's a great relief that everything related to academics has ended. FOR NOW. e strange thing is that i still feel uncomfortable. something juz isnt rite. i'm suppose to feel super-relaxed, but somehow, stress or wadever u call it still engulfs me.
anyway, i dno. i cant b bothered now. it's e end. YES. but, it's a new beginning from now on. it's a start of a new chapter of my life. new things. new ROOM! new dreams. new lease of life.
well. everything's gonna change from now on. i dno wad e future ahead will b like. but i do know wad my actions will b. there's gonna b a lot of things i hav to do n many things to strive for.
my NEW room awaits my action:
argh!!...there's hell lot of things to do for my room. painting. decorating. building up knock-down furniture. finding e furniture i need at LOW COSTS but GOOD QUALITY......etc. argh...tis will literally take up at least 50% of my time for enjoyment n other things. i hav to search high n low over e whole island for cheap but good stuffs. that means i'll hav to travel from e east to e west, north to south, n even round n round SG.
HER. as i said i wun give up. n since it's after e Os, i will keep on trying, no matter wad.
so still, i wanna ask: is there still no chance at all? i really do wish to b able to b w u. but i know ur Os is nxt yr. n i know u shld focus on ur Os rather than on r/s matters. so wad i feel is that i wan to b w u but also i wanna help u. i wanna help u do well in ur Os nxt yr. i know that i may not hav e chance still, but i do hope u give me tis chance to at least help u in journey to ur Os coming nxt yr.
other things that r happening soon.
shooting camp. 4-6 dec. tis yr's one seems much interesting. e activities lined up r really engaging n is good. i'm expecting e camp to turn out to b much better than i expect.
a job? or mayb two jobs?....hmm, gotta consider some jobs though, i'm short of green pieces of papers. esp for paying that ferrari laptop of mine equipped w windows vista ultimate. it's gonnna cost me 3000 over odd. omg. many easy jobs w high pay though. heh heh heh....let's c how much i earn in one month.
X'MAS. hohoho. it's e end of e yr again. n xmas is here to bring gifts to everyone. well, of cos i'm not e santa claus...hahaha. but i do hav some gifts to buy for some pple though. hmm...money issue again. haiz.
so. that's a wrap. it's new journey from now on. Os hav end but my life hasnt. it's a new road ahead n i hope things r gonna get better.
until e nxt time...e flamin' phoenix
signin' out...!
