Graduation Day
well...wad can i say? it's been a long 4 yr journey in tis sch, w all e ups & downs that i had went thru, which have enriched my life here. n it all ends today.
there was a solemn atmosphere. e sadness that was in e air kinda triggers one's tears...but it seemed that there was only a small handful who had cried. me? well, it's typical. tears did go on n off. always trying to hold back my tears. each time e water in my eyes is gonna overflow, it would stop n slowly flow down to e nose...n then i'll blow my nose n e wheezing sound goes off...haha. seriously, it wasn't much of a crying day. i tot i would tear, n as expected, i did...but not to e exaggerated extent.
so waz tis entry abt then? i dun think i wan to narrate out e whole ceremony but as i listen to tis graduation song, memories dwell in my mind & also, i wan to repeat or say wadever i wan w wadever time i hav left. i know i'll come back to tis sch still, but i also know i wun b able turn back to my past again. n also bcos, i dno if i'll hav any other days, anymore.
frens:
it's been a great time thru out tis 4 yrs. whether we really know each other well, regardless of how many yrs, classmates, sch mates, thanks a lot for contributing urself to b part of our memories in tis sch. let's all do our best in e Os, bcos we all know we can do it. Believe it to live it, we've got e potential.
e usual gang:
vocab not strong enuf to describe everything lar...haha. simply put, fun times & sad times. each n every one of u hav been unique in ur own ways, n that's wad make tis frenship really special n worth cherishing. honestly speaking, though i love to b a lonewolf many times, i'm afraid myself, that i might lose everybody someday. i hope it wun b that way. it's e final phase now. i know we all can do it well, so we must put in everything we've got to get wad we wan. Let's do it!!!
teachz:
e 2 form teachz, ms yeo n ms chiang; e co-form, mdm cao; el, ms soh; e & a math, mr teo; physics, mdm tan; chem, mdm chan; bio, ms ng; CL, zhang lao shi n dai lao shi. whichever subjects u do teach me, waz more impt to me is that all of u hav made that big difference in my life. infinite thks to all. to e 2 forms n ms soh, i'm really grateful for everything, esp. ms yeo n ms soh. e times i spent chatting w both of u online, it's really wonderful. i cant thk u all enuf. pple always say students make teachers wanna cry. but u teachers really make me wanna cry instead. as it is rite now, i'm tearing indeed. growing out of my thick lonewolf skin, every thank you that u do say to me for wad i hav done, it's like some feeling i cant really describe. but tis feeling always leads to my tears when i think, one day we'll part. it's saddening bcos i'm scared. scared to b all alone again.
finally,
her:
it's a long time since i've really speak my heartfelt words to u. so tis para is, again, for u. i juz wanna re-emphasise that i do still love u till now. i'm still waiting. waiting on n on, as long as i need to. no matter wad, i wun give u up. n well, i've now officially graduated from YTSS. i dunno how often more will we really c each other. i juz know my love will stick to u, regardless of any obstacles, b it distance, time, wadever it is. less than 2 wks left to ur 1st ever O lvl paper, how u feel? i'll b taking that paper on that day as well. so all e best to u, bcos u can do well. u juz need to hav some confidence n believe in urself. as for me, u shld know my style, i prefer no one wished me luck...haha. ;)...n of cos, not 4getting my other O papers, it'll come fast n end fast. but waz more is how fast n well i prepare myself for it. so, on tis note, let's all strive our best n excel together all e way.
We Will Excel!!!