one time. one chance.

one time. one chance.
let's do tis e way i wan.
or forget abt it.

it's been awhile since i've came here. but there aint much time for me to spend it here, today.

e written papers r starting tmrw, for me that is. n tis is it. tis is where it all starts n where it all will end. there's only one time to tis. n there's only one shot at each of e papers to come.

e bad thing is, i havent doing much serious preps for it. whether i can survive tis ordeal, n make a miracle out of it within e nxt 12 days, taz gonna depend on wad i'll do. it's getting scary now but wad it takes is perseverance n endurance for e nxt 12 days. it's a haunting reality - a terrifying one.

e good thing is...hmm well, it doesnt seems there's much of it though. haha. e only good thing i can say is that at least my mind is still staying positive n is keeping e hopes of a miracle happening alive (of cos together w wad i'm gonna do).

wad i'm missing now is e key again. tis time, it's e key of confidence. that key is hidden in me all along. n i hav to reach it, in order to achieve wad i wan.

so tis is it. 12 more days. waz it gonna b?
it's only one time. there's only one chance.
so let's do tis e way i wan it to turn out.
otherwise just forget it...

Ready To Fly...

I've been trying to open the door
To the secret of my destiny
And every new road I think is the one
Seems to lead right back to me

I've looked for a way to be wiser
A way to be strong
Now I see the answer is hiding
In me all along

And I'm ready to fly
Over the sun
Like a rocket to heaven
And I'm ready to soar
Right through the sky
Never dreamed I'd find something to lift me so high up
I always have wings
But I wasn't ready to fly

Restless, hopeless, and misunderstood
Like so many others I know
So busy tryin' to keep holdin' on
When I should've been letting go
I was given the gift to find it
The spirit inside me
But I never really imagined
All I could be

And I'm ready to fly
Over the sun
Like a rocket to heaven
And I'm ready to soar
Right through the sky
Never dreamed I'd find something to lift me so high up
I've always had wings
But I wasn't ready to fly

The answer to all of my wonders
Was right in my hands
Now it's time for me to discover
All that I am

And I'm ready to fly
Over the sun
Like a rocket to heaven
And I'm ready to soar
Right through the sky
Never dreamed I'd find something to lift me so high up
I've always had wings
But I wasn't ready to fly

I've always had wings
Now I'm finally ready to fly