assembly 25/9/06
e P gave a talk during e assembly today. a talk w a purpose n w some power in it. hmmm. i must say it triggered my thinking indeed. there's only abt 41 daes b4 e written Os n things dun seem to b in place. e fact is: it's serious.
P had a point there when he said: "study 10 hrs, 15 hrs blah blah blah....if u need." but i tot otherwise. i tot that sacrifice as much as u can, just for tis final phase. e sacrifice will do much. still, my tots r somehow similar to wad he said. haiz...
r we still slacking? that's a key qn. somehow, i get e feeling i still do. things r alrdy as bad as it is now. my prelims results wun get me anywhere i wan, n i am sure of it. PAE to HC, it's a little out of e way if i'm using tis set of results. i can practically 4get abt e whole 3 mths things trying to get to HC, unless a miracle do happen in e appeal, which e chances r way low.
i dno wad is happening anymore. my drive is there, but actions just arent taken. where am i really heading. if tis keeps up, even e only hope in JAE to HC will extinguish. haiz. i, too, dno waz gonna happen next.
41 daes. one goal. one time.
1 goal: HC
1 time: e 1 n only Os
i'll definitely pull thru tis 41 daes b4 e Os, n 2 wks to e end of e Os. but wad matters more is, wad is gonna happen in tis nxt 41 daes. tis is so damn freaking bad.
PLAN. a revision timetable. not sure if it'll really work tis time, but i guess i juz hav to really stick to it n i juz hope that i'll really do it.
i cant lose another chance. e final one. all my hopes to HC r pinned down on JAE now. i dun care wad it's gonna take to get my goal n my L1R5.
2 things, final say:
college:
HCI
L1R5:
7
