Wednesday, August 30, 2006

pain

pain

my heart is aching. a lot. i dunno y...but i know it's tearing me apart.

e pain i feel. e ache i get. it's so immense, i'm practically being spilt apart. e feeling my heart gets, it is juz too strong; it's too painful for me to bear...

dunno y...but probably wad i hear or see seems to affect me a lot. i seemed to b swayed by wad happens around me. bcos i can't accept it?...i dunno

is it really true? is wad i hear n see true? i so wanna know. but i am holding back, bcos i'm scared.

urgh...my heart juz hurts a lot...

my heartache juz breaks me apart...