...my key of fire
e flamin' phoenix is nearly back...he's on it's way...
i'm recovering...finally. after some tots for quite a long while, n also constant support...n also some scolding...i decided i wan to end tis....for gd. but still therez one final thing tat is lacking b4 i'm able to recharge fully again...
i've accept e fact - i wasnt able to perform, i didn get e A1 i wanted. it cant b changed. but i'm juz not satisfied. havin put in so much effort, a mere b4 was pure disappointment. though now, therez nth i can do to change tis...there is e future...
i can constantly motivated myself now...i'm me again, almost tat is. but i'm still missing my key of fire. until i find it i wont b able to recover fully. i need to find a way to make sure i get wad i wan for CL tis time - a foolproof plan tat is. as long as i'm confident tat it's gonna work, i know i'm back. e flamin' phoenix is back...
i dun wan to disappoint all my frenz, including teacherz, around me...supporting me, behind me, bside me, cheering me...i dun wan them to keep on worryin' if i'm fine. i juz wan them to know, no matter wad, i've made my way back....e REAL me has nearly break free of e dead layer of personality tat i've been in for e past few days...
it mayb a lone journey in search of e key, but i know everyone is behind...
so i will definitely find my key of fire to re-ignite me soon enuf...
n may wad come, for everyone n esp. for her, i will...
a lone journey to e ends of e world to find e key of fire...
i'm recovering...finally. after some tots for quite a long while, n also constant support...n also some scolding...i decided i wan to end tis....for gd. but still therez one final thing tat is lacking b4 i'm able to recharge fully again...
i've accept e fact - i wasnt able to perform, i didn get e A1 i wanted. it cant b changed. but i'm juz not satisfied. havin put in so much effort, a mere b4 was pure disappointment. though now, therez nth i can do to change tis...there is e future...
i can constantly motivated myself now...i'm me again, almost tat is. but i'm still missing my key of fire. until i find it i wont b able to recover fully. i need to find a way to make sure i get wad i wan for CL tis time - a foolproof plan tat is. as long as i'm confident tat it's gonna work, i know i'm back. e flamin' phoenix is back...
i dun wan to disappoint all my frenz, including teacherz, around me...supporting me, behind me, bside me, cheering me...i dun wan them to keep on worryin' if i'm fine. i juz wan them to know, no matter wad, i've made my way back....e REAL me has nearly break free of e dead layer of personality tat i've been in for e past few days...
it mayb a lone journey in search of e key, but i know everyone is behind...
so i will definitely find my key of fire to re-ignite me soon enuf...
n may wad come, for everyone n esp. for her, i will...
a lone journey to e ends of e world to find e key of fire...
