chains
somehow, some things never seem to change.
time and time again, when you thought it's finally not as bad or already gone, things happen and you realize you're back at square one all over again.
these chains never seem to break. it's like when you're not struggling to break free, you don't feel the pain and tension that it's holding you back. but when you do, it feels the same all over because it's cast iron. it's so strong, the thought of just ripping apart a row makes you all weary and weak.
but of course, not all influencing variables have been changed. though it seems time itself is just not powerful enough.
someday, there'll be a breakthrough. but for now, it remains as it is, in its feeble state. vulnerable as before. barely strengthened as it seems.
i need to change this.
i must break these chains.
but the question remains.
how?
