Friday, May 28, 2010

3 years of effort. a lifetime of memories.

3 years of effort. a lifetime of memories.

yesterday was no doubt one of the major milestones in my life. the graduation ceremony marked the ending point for my polytechnic life and drew a new starting line for me.

taking a trip back down memory lane, it's been 3 years. it did not feel long, neither did it feel short. As Joyce made her valedictory speech, she commenced it by saying as if everything felt like yesterday. At that point, I must say, it was like: YEA right, I'm not even feeling like it's 'yesterday'. But at this point in front of this monitor, I realized as I bring myself back to those moments and present my mind vividly into the past, I feel that surge of emotions and memories of what kick-started my diploma. From the freshman orientation camp (BAoc) to my first semester and to how I found my project team which we stuck on for the rest of the semesters, the bond we shared, etc. The memories seems to flow in endlessly. And so do the emotions that well up in my eyes.

The gush of nostalgia does not end there. There was also the most important reason why I joined NP - Ngee Ann Polytechnic Shooting Club. The club presented to me as one of the toughest challenge in NP. With so many constrains as a Special Interest Group, limitations as an infant club, and a small budget, it wasn't the 'priority' club I had back in secondary school. We were just like any other club amongst the 100 over clubs in NP.

But still, it made me learn new things, gain new perspectives and devise new strategies. I met great people too. These people are the ones that continues to push this very club forward in its growth, in their own unique ways. Not only the committee but also all the members who made the club possible. Without these group of you, the club wouldn't be here.

To the drivers of the club, I have been there and done that, and so have I been watching what happens. Though the strength and driving force within you may not always be strong-will and rooted, but remember: as long as the fire still burns in you, you're not done yet. Small it(the fire) may be, but an unextinguished flame speaks three words: Never give up. Stay as a team, be united, and fight as a team! You'll only see how truly strong you can be when that happens.

Throughout these 3 years, new friendships have been formed along the way. some lasted short term, some will last forever. But no matter the case, it wasn't the period, it was about the memories created and the tie that was forged. it's been a wonderful journey, a fruitful one. Happy, Fun, Challenging, Exciting, etc. as well as Sad, Hurt, Confused, Emotional. But it's life, and it's meant to be that way isn't it? More importantly, it was the lessons learnt and how you managed it through to get to this very point in time.

I want dedicate this post to quite a number of people who've made this memorable journey very possible:
My Project Team for 5 semesters:
Raven, Jackson, Zhiheng and also Yansoon

The longest person that have stuck around Shooting Club a lot with me:
Ying Jie

The people who made the club possible up till my committee:
Sebastian Sun, Jie Hui, Damala, Ying Jie, Haocai, Kokloon, Ken, Ashryll

The committee who made the club flourish onwards:
Shiwei, Sebastian Wong, Gregory, Daniel, Morgan, Jessica, Cheryl, Estella, Hong Jun, Luqman

To the people I have closed up the social circle from just being friends, and the good times we had and bad times we shared, what we talked and everything else (in no order of importance ah!):
Damala, Ying Jie, Shiwei, Gloria, Dorcas, Cheryl, Raven, Zhiheng, Jackson

I thank you all for being part of my 3 years life in polytechnic. You have made it the BEST!

To the already graduated (only one though): Enjoy your ORD soon (while I prepare for OED - official enlistment date)

To graduates who have just graduated: Continue in your endeavors and pursuit. All the best in them.

And to all those still working hard in NP, regardless of your year, I have this to say: One chance, One choice, do it your best or don't do it! Work hard and enjoy your fabulous time at NP.

..on an ending note, still, i'll probably be seeing the un-graduated around quite often.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Choices & The Perfect Balance

Choices & The Perfect Balance

Today has got to be my worse day ever since 2010 started. Or at least one of them.

What a messed up monthly shoot I had today!
92+91+92+85+91+90 = 541

Can this day get any worse after this post? I sure hope not. Everything is daunting on my mind and resolute now. Just what is it that I want!? Too much expectations on myself and I get an avalanche crushing me to the bottom. I feel so sick and tired of everything right now. Totally.

I went to the range today with a ready mind to shoot it right. But apparently, it turned out to be a ready mind to shoot it all wrong. My glove was slipping throughout the whole thing. I couldn't change the supporting grip because I couldn't get use to it. My target was as usual blur/smudged to the point I could not differentiate target white and target black. And I cannot find where the root of the problem is. Tried adjusting my spectacles. Did this did that. And....my emotions got the better of me. Yet again.

I think I won't mind it at all if someone just treats me as a physical punching bag and slap/punch me. I just feel so tired to retaliate.

I need to make a choice. To train is a must and a must to be more. But to train what: Prone or Air Rifle? The trade-in value of Prone is a lot of money. The trade-in value of Air Rifle is...time. Without training for Prone, it'll be hard for me to get into the national team. Without training for AR, it's equally bad because I'll never get beyond that stupid 572 boundary!

I'm feeling really restless and lethargic now. I've lost much of the mood to blog already.

Perfect balance...well it's a lot of things. Just take something, anything that you do. If you need to do it well, you need a well balance of brains and brawns. Ain't that it? But brains and brawns just don't cover enough ground. How about the 'air' and everything else? You go think about it. I'm done blogging for today...