Sunday, December 31, 2006

new year resolutions 2007

year 2007 new yr resolutions

a new beginning. a new start. welcome to year of 2007...
it's time i refresh myself
n let e phoenix in me go thru rebirth once again
cos a new journey awaits me n life is going to b everchanging.
here i am, to lay out my new year resolutions...

1. To get into IB. (if Os results permit me to do so)
2. Otherwise get into Poly w biz-IT related diploma.
3. bac on to shooting.
4. break personal best of 572. (man, i havent done that for a long time...)
5. gain insights 'bout astronomy. (stars, tis n that...)
6. help her do well in her Os tis yr

taz abt it i guess. cant hav too many since my future for e nxt 2-3 mths is kinda bleek until my results r out. haha.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

ramblings

ramblings

woah. stomach very full seh. juz came bac from nance's treat at raffles city shopping mall. went to sushi tei - eat katsuya curry n eat n eat. then went to some gloria cafe or something - drank espresso n eat choco cakes. EAT AGAIN. wah. really full sia. e espresso was supposed to keep me awake but i guess it was pointtless since i ate so much food. now i'm a sleepy head again. krozzz...

shooting camp ended last wed. great camp indeed. i enjoyed it a lot. credit goes to e sec 3s. wadever unpleasant comments were made by e juniors, ignore it lar. a well-organised camp is better than a fun yet unorganised camp. nth will ever b perfect as long as we r humans. but waz more impt is how well-planned n how well e camp was run. ( i think i'm freakin' lag sia. camp ended last wk, n i'm probably e only one bloggin' abt it e following wk...haiz)

after camp. blardie bz packing like siao. n then i finally moved on 9 Dec, Sat. FINALLY! i'm so drained n exhausted after that. now my room is still full of boxes here n there. as a matter of fact, there's only four boxes. hahaha. but i lazy unpack seh. sibei sian. LOL.

haiz. a lot of problems w e hse still. a lot of defects here n there. n worst!!! i got no study table!!! argh! no stock at IKEA for e table i wan.

still missing so many things. my LCD TV, telescope, bedside lava lamp, n dno wad else. e list goes on. n soon i'll b broke.

x'mas coming soon. gotta get something for her. n soon. wad will she get? it's a secret i wun tell. even she doesnt know. but i hope it'll touch her heart. hopefully. though, i wun bet on it. haiz. will u ever b w me? will that day ever come? haiz.

now she's off to her holiday overseas already. juz hope she'll enjoy herself as much as possible. she flies overseas n my heart has also become a stowaway there. always w her.

well. that kinda wraps up tis entry on ramblings for some recent happenings.
so ciao...

enjoy urself there. but my heart will always stay w u.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

you know my name

you know my name

Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you
You can't deny the prize it may never fulfil you
It longs to kill you
Are you willing to die?

The coldest blood runs through my veins
You know my name


e song itself may not make any link to my entry. but i would say it's a great song. it's e main title song from casino royale.

a lot of things seems to hav happened ard me, but rite now, i seem to b placed in a state of confusion. everyone ard me seems to b quite happy w wad they r in now, but that doesnt applies to me. haiz.

it's back to square one. back to e start to get her heart...to get ur heart. i dno if u still continue to read my blog. i dno if u still feel e way u feel when u talked to me during e sept holidays. those words u said. haiz. it seems like i dno anything anymore abt u. it seems i've lost so much things abt u after breaking for so long due to my Os. it seems as if i'm lost upon u.

nvrtheless, i did wad mention wad i wan to do. try again. try n try again n again. there's a lot of things i wanna talk again. i wanna make things clear. i wan to b w u. but my whole intention nxt yr is not to distract u w all these things. i wanna help u. help u ace ur Os. help u to improve. help u in every area i can help. it's more than juz help. i'm concerned abt u, concerned abt ur Os. i dare to say i love u more than ever. no girl has ever made me wept tears for her. no one except u. more so it was not only a day w tears.

i dno waz it gonna b. wadever ur decision is, i'll still definitely respect it. but that doesnt mean i will give up e tot of u being mine. i'll continue e wait, more determined than ever. till e day comes, You Know My Name. e name of e person that will persist on n will not give u up.

i wan to confess that as much as i wan to keep tis low profile. i still did share it w a few pple, 2 teachz, one who teaches u, one who doesnt. sry abt it. i cant help it. it's kind of difficult to share my prob w/o knowing who are involve in it. really sry. i didnt mean it.

to wad e future may hold, i hope u'll let me in into ur heart, even e least bit. i know it might b difficult. but once again, my sole wish is to help u all e way thru ur Os nxt yr. whether more pple will know abt tis, i dno. but i definitely wish that there'll b no more.

well juz hope u remb.
to e ends of e universe,
u r e one n only girl who is able to make me tear.
determination runs in me.
e wait will continue, no matter wad.
e love will stay true only to u.
cos i'm sure u know who i am,
wad i am, how i am like.
n i will always b e one i am

as long as
You Know My Name.